sleep tight: 2016-09-11

kelakuan thomson

04.16

makasi loooh thomson udah bikin galeri aku penuh dengan foto boyband,, hhoho,, btw selamaaaaat yaaaaaa kalian terbaik UWUWUWU,, semangat melanjutkan langkah kedepan yg penuh dengan cita dan cinta ahahaha,,

buat salah satu hero diatas terimakasih ya 3 jam full ceramah patah hatinya,, hari itu hero banget,, uchi gapunya apaapa buat balas budi,, semoga aja profesor thomson segera bikinin kita "soul switcher",, biar dimudahkan profesinya :'D,, iyeeey,, semangaaaaat!

my personal life

banyak hal

03.33

alhamdulillah ~
makasi banyak ya Allah,, akhirnya tgl 15 september 2016 terlewati,,
sudah resmi resign dan siapsiap penggemukan badan,,
alhamdulillah,, semoga punya banyak waktu buat menyelesaikan tulisan,, dan banyak waktu buat sahabat-sahabat jugaa ya ya Allah,,

makasiii eka luluk sudah menampungku minggu ini~

do'akan temanmu ini cepet berhasil jd cewe sejati :')

my personal life

indiet day

16.23

Recently, i post a picture on my Instgram account which is linked to my facebook account,the picture of north pole,when i passed by while flying from toronto to hongkong. I got nice comment and likes about my picture. I give that a title: “Just another view from my office”. One of my friend commented: the word office make another office jealous. Well i tell you what, do not expect my life is as fancy as my picture on my social media. I just dont like posting about my misery and my sadness. So the fact behind that picture, i was sick actually. I lost my voice and i got cough. But of course i cant sleep because i need to work. I need to serve my passangers. It was about 15 hours flight. So can you imagine how tired i am,how dying i am want to rest.

I tell you fact about long haul flight. For some of the crews, long haul flight is depressing. The set of crew is keep changing from one flight to another. Within 10000 crews, chance to fly with same crew is very less. And because of my company is hongkong based, so most of the crew is from hongkong. Which is in this case, they speak cantonese as their first language. Sometimes, once they speak cantonese, they cant stop and suddenly change language, even tough im there confused and clueless. Long haul flight, especially depart at midnight, is already make me have a mixed feeling. Honestly, go to work at night is harder, i keep thinking about this is the time for me to sleep or my body clock will be messed up,etc. So honestly speaking, inflight ive already feel lonely,well if i got the nice crews the flight wont be that miserable tho. When arrived in the outport,we need to deal with jetlag. It’s never been easy,seriously. Some american port or canadian port, have 12-15 hour different timezone with hongkong. It’s really upside down. How can i manage to sleep? within the stay,usually 2 days, sometimes if i dont have friend or flying buddy, i will spending time alone. Will go sightseeing and having a meal alone. I got nobody to talk to. Sounds terrible right? I hate being lonely ;( Even sometimes, i keep telling myself this is my kind of me time that maybe i will miss in the next future.

So no, i dont have fancy life. There are always some history behind the good thing. Story that i usually wont share in any social media. So the view from my office, sometimes cheering me up or make my day not that bad. Oh well you cant just have it all,right?

ps : there are always some history behind the good thing :'((((

my personal life

the second home

16.29

ini patah hati hari ke lima blogie,, setiap patah hati uchi pasti gabisa sendirian,, selalu harus ada yg nemenin,, biar sakitnya digotong bersama kata sahabat uchi,, uchi gatau teori itu salah apa benar tapi ternyata teorinya benar,, beberapa hari terakhir uchi jd parasit dirumah eka,, yups bener alias kabur dari rumah karena orang serumah gada yg ngerti rasanya patah hati kayaknya hehe,, walopun banyaknya sms dr ayah ibu yg puitis tetep gabisa sembuh kalo gamasuk markasnya eka,, dimarkas tersebut banyak banget pelajaran yg bisa uchi ambil,, uchi merasakan dimana setiap detik waktu sangatsangat berharga,, ditempat yg sama uchi juga merasakan patahnya semua tulang dalam waktu bersamaan,, ditempat yg sama juga uchi merasakan beberapa malam yg sangat nyaman,, alhamdulillah bahagia,, lega banget,, kejujuran memang berat tetapi menyenangkan pada akhirnya,, makasi banget eka sudah menerima uchi sebagai parasit :'),, lo memang sahabat sejati eka,,

my personal life

02.55

Talk to Allah like He’s your best friend. When you see something amazing, even though Allah sees it, quietly mention it to Him. When you’re walking home from work, tell Him about your day. Tell him about your plans for the next day when you’re lying in bed. Tell Him about the dream you had, what you want to eat for dinner, tell Him when you’re stressed, tell Him about your family.. just talk to Him. You’ll grow closer to him, it’ll be easier to make dua and it’ll be easier to turn to Him in both happiness and sadness. ❤️

my personal life

02.38

my personal life

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02.23

Who better to complain to than Allah?

Whatever you’re going through, Allah will always be there for you. And the most beautiful thing about complaining to Allah is that there is no limit to it because He’ll never say to you, “Enough! Stop complaining to Me!”

Rather, He will listen, and that is what is so comforting. To know that He listens. And to know that He will respond to you with that which is best for you.

Wallahi, when you leave the creation aside and complain only to Allah, you will find relief and contentment in your life, and also in your heart.

my personal life

Allah sedang cemburu

21.21

uchi mengusap matanya yang basah. sekali. dua kali. dan berapa kalipun dia mengusap, air mata itu tak kunjung berhenti mengalir..
hatinya baru benar-benar patah ketika tahu bahwa laki-laki yg meninggalkan didepan perpus bukanlah sosok yg selama ini ia cinta.
inilah patah hati yang sesungguhnya.
uchi menyadari,, selama ini ia telah menciptakan sendiri ilusi tentang pangerannya dan mencintai ilusi itu..

"Allah sedang cemburu,, ci"