sleep tight

It's not a surprise that your income will increase or getting low sometimes, never assume that being employe in good company means having stable income. The good news: Allah is super wise, very fair. Our salary might be different, but the rules still same. I will tell you real story, there was a day when i just have twenty thousand in my wallet, which mean i could buy my breakfast, then finish, the money will gone. But what i actually do at that time? I skip my breakfast, i give that money to my aunt and she look so happy. My aunt doesn't have a stable job, she make cake by order, she is so old. Having that money for that time make her don't need make cake for one day, she feel happy, and i'm happy for her. Look how easily the value of money changed if you understand what i mean.

Everyone said they will be happy when they can be being me, everyone said i'm always happy. I know they said that, when they are unhappy or maybe having some problems. For some people they forget that i'm human too, i have a little and big problem too. Maybe i'm rarely share my problem in public, i never show my real sadness. If you're one of my close friend you will know that i have a lot of problem too, you will know everynight i'm crying sometimes. But when i realized there are some people start comparing their life with me, moreover wanna being like me, i feel happy. Why? It's mean my life is not totally sad, if they can skip "the sadness part" of me, why i can't?