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malam minggu dengan protein histone

03.18

sedang merencanakan desain untuk ruang tamu dan mempelajari protein histone di malam minggu,, sepertinya hidup akan lebih bergairah kalau ruang tamu kita di hiasi protein histone ya guys,, ayah sama ibu cuma ndelahom -_-

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writing at the rain

23.38

saya tidak tahu apakah format judul saya sudah benar [?] yang jelas saya sedang menikmati menulis ditengah hujan <3

Tak pernah kusangka aku di sini
Bersamamu dalam hatiku 
Setiap langkah ini begitu berarti 
Mengubahku juga hidupku 
Tidak mudah 'tuk lewati, hari sunyi tanpamu
Dan kau hadir saat tangis dan tawaku 
Engkau ada dan t'lah menangkan hatiku
Semua cinta yang telah kau beri 
Yakinkan aku 'tuk bermimpi 
Dan kemenangan ini milik kita
Kadang ku merasa tak akan mampu

Melewati beratnya hari 
Tapi keyakinanmu pada diriku 
Membuaku 'tuk berdiri lagi
Ku tak takut 'tuk melangkah genggam erat tanganku
Semua ini karna dirimu

Kemenangan hati 
Engkau ada dan t'lah menangkan hatiku
Dan kau hadir saat tangis dan tawaku 
Engkau ada dan t'lah menangkan hatiku 
Semua cinta yang telah kau beri 
Yakinkan aku 'tuk bermimpi 
Dan kemenangan ini milik kita

hwaaaa lagunya bagus cyatcyat semangaaaat!

sastra uchi

unicorn

04.39

powerberry, mau tanya nih, kira-kira pentas seni kayak gimana yang kamu impikan?
kemaren malam dapat sms seperti itu agak surprice juga.


bicara masalah pentas seni impian,, seperti tidak ada jarak antara anak kecil dan istana-istana,, semua tembok rasanya pengen banget saya pecahkan waktu saya kecil,, sampai sekarang. Diakhir tahun 2013 teman saya yang luar biasa berhasil mendidik anak-anak yang luar biasa,, anak-anak yang akan lebih hebat dari semua anak terhebat mempersembahkan sebuah karya dimana mereka bisa menjadi apapun,, apapun,,


Seorang gadis paling misterius di kelas kunyit, gadis ini rambutnya sebahu, selalu diikat kuda, hobinya memakai topi, pandai matematika, tidak banyak bicara, dan mendapat nominator gadis paling lucu dikelas. Anaknya simpel dan lugu, tidak mengenal cinta apalagi pacaran, gadis ini satu-satunya cewe yang pernah di bikinkan lagu oleh teman sekelasnya, lagunya eror tuing-tuing, peluncuran album itu sangat legendaris. Habis gelap terbitlah terang, ada seorang pangeran lumut yang hobinya main bola didekat lumut-lumut laboratorium komputer namun tidak bisa bernyanyi. Pangeran ini setiap berangkat sekolah dan pulang sekolah selalu berjalan kaki. Seorang gadis mengikutinya secara sembunyi-sembunyi dengan kuda hijau, dan langkahnya hilang dilorong-lorong lembah. Selama 144 hari tradisi ini dilakukan namun kenyataannya selalu sama, dia selalu menghilang dilorong-lorong. Lorong-lorong itu di penuhi dua kuda, kuda warna hijau dan kuda warna ungu. Gadis itu hanya bisa berada diantara kuda-kuda. Ada banyak lorong, dan gadis tidak pernah masuk kedalam lorong. Kuda-kuda mengenal gadis itu, satu kuda hijau menurunkan dua orang perempuan. Kedua perempuan itu dengan kompak memanggil “Hey Eror, disini tidak ada kuda putih, ayo ikut dengan kami, kepohon ditengah hutan, kamu mengenal kisah harry potter, mari mengupas waktu bersama-sama mendalami kisahnya di pohon itu?”. Dalam hilangnya waktu mereka menghabiskan 365 hari dalam imaginasi terdalam JK.Rowling. “Aku menemukan teman, imaginasiku menemukan tempat bermainnya”. Kami menandatangi kontrak waktu dengan Tuhan secara tepat. Mereka meninggalkan gadis kunyit sendiri. Mereka selalu dapat membaca imaginasi ketiganya dimanapun mereka berada. Mereka berpisah tanpa ditemani kuda-kuda. Salah satu dari mereka sedang berenang di samudra seluas-luasnya, satu yang lainnya menggali tanah sedalam-dalamnya, dan yang terakhir terbang setinggi-tingginya.
 “Kamu masih mencari kuda berwarna putih?”
“mungkin.”
“dimana?”
“dilangit yang paling tinggi”
“siapa nama kudanya, unicorn?”
nope. The unicorn is a long-standing myth, with references that date back to the ancient Greek civilization. The Greeks were convinced of the unicorn's existence, alleging it lived in the exotic land of India. In the Medieval era, the horns of narwhal whales were often sold as unicorn horns.
“jadi? Kenapa masih mencari sampai sekarang?”
“kuda putih bisa menunjukkan kepadaku dimana Tuhanku”
“seorang pemiliknya yang akan membimbingmu menuju TuhanMu”


there's a place in your heart
and i know that it is love
and this place could
be much
brighter than tomorrow
and if you really try
you'll find there's no need
to cry
in this place you'll feel
there's no hurt or sorrow

there are ways
to get there
if you care enough
for the living
make a little space
make a better place...


heal the world
make it a better place
for you and for me
and the entire human race
there are people dying
if you care enough
for the living
make a better place
for you and for me

if you want to know why
there's a love that
cannot lie
love is strong
it only cares for
joyful giving
if we try
we shall see
in this bliss
we cannot feel
fear or dread
we stop existing and
start living

then it feels that always
love's enough for
us growing
so make a better world
make a better world...

heal the world
make it a better place
for you and for me
and the entire human race
there are people dying
if you care enough
for the living
make a better place
for you and for me

and the dream we were
conceived in
will reveal a joyful face
and the world we
once believed in
will shine again in grace
then why do we keep
strangling life
wound this earth
crucify its soul
though it's plain to see
this world is heavenly
be god's glow

we could fly so high
let our spirits never die
in my heart
i feel you are all
my brothers
create a world with
no fear
together we'll cry
happy tears
see the nations turn
their swords
into plowshares

we could really get there
if you cared enough
for the living
make a little space
to make a better place...

heal the world
make it a better place
for you and for me
and the entire human race
there are people dying
if you care enough
for the living
make a better place
for you and for me

heal the world
make it a better place
for you and for me
and the entire human race
there are people dying
if you care enough
for the living
make a better place
for you and for me

heal the world
make it a better place
for you and for me
and the entire human race
there are people dying
if you care enough
for the living
make a better place
for you and for me

there are people dying
if you care enough
for the living
make a better place
for you and for me

there are people dying
if you care enough
for the living
make a better place
for you and for me





my personal life

nothing's gonna change my love for you

19.01

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love 


my personal life

kamera 2MP

18.49



Akhir pekan ini sangat-sangat mengetahui makna bahagia,, pokoknya uchi jadi cewe paling bahagia sedunia,, pengen banget bikin teman-teman berakhir bahagia juga,, pengen sama-sama bahagia. Hal yang paling membuat bahagia hari ini adalah bisa berjalan disepanjang kota dengan kaki,, rasanya senang banget bisa menikmati hal-hal kecil yang membuat bahagia yang disia-siakan sama orang lain,, evaluasi diri juga selama 3 bulan terakhir,, ternyata naik angkot dan jalan kaki merupakan jawabannya,, kemacetan di malang dan sepeda yang kooperatif secara drastis nurunin mood,, bisa teratasi dengan jalan kaki,, nurunin satu faktor resiko kanker juga sih,, kekeke setelah dapet kuliah dari bu diana ini,,Bagi seorang penulis setiap momen yang tertangkap oleh hp jelek 2MP ini tetap sangat indah,, makasiiiiii Allah

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aku juga pengen sekolah

19.36

"aku mau fasttrack mandiri ci, kamu gimana?"
"kamu duluan aja :) "
kemudian hening,, 

seandainya aku punya uang aku juga pengen sekolah T-T
semangat ci masih ada waktu 6 bulan buat usaha buat sekolah
walo ibuk udah ga bisa ngasih uang lagi harus tetep semangat!

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soul society uchi

08.25


Terimakasih Allah



Besok tidak ada PR,, malem ini gatau mau ngapain,, mau ngerjain LPJ badan sedang tidak enak,, pikiran tidak fokus,, semester tuju tinggal hitungan hari,, titik terkritis dalam penentuan IPK terakhir,, kadang-kadang takut juga,, jadi kepikiran mengevaluasi diri dari titik-titik cupu hingga titik-titik cupu berikutnya hehe,,



Aspect of Nature

This was once memorised by every schoolboy,,

...the chrysanthemum is the flower of retirement and leisure,, the peony the flower of rank and wealth. But the lotus is the flower of purity and intergrity.. (by Zhou Dunyl, 11th century Confucian scholar)


One of these days you'll be
under the covers, you'll be
under the table and you'll realize.

That all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more...

No no

Take every moment; you know that you own them.
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you.

Give me a reason to
fight the feeling
that there's nothing here for me.

Cause none of its easy,
I know it wasn't meant to be.
I know it's all up to me.
It's all up to me.
So what am I gonna do with my time?


Ill take every moment, I know that I own them.
It's all up to you to do whatever you choose.

Live like you're dying and never stop trying.
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you.

All of the moments you didn't notice;
gone in the blink of an eye.
And all of the feelings you couldn't feel
no matter how you try.


Take every moment; you know that you own them.
It's all up to you,
to do whatever you choose.

Live like you're dying and never stop trying.
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you.

Live like you're dying and never stop trying.
It's all up to you, use what's been given to you.