Hello reader, I know you miss my articles here, I miss write too. I want tell you something happen lately, this is Ramadhan, Ramadhan before 2017 I have so many dreams, I have one very close friend, who is kind and I know beautiful and lucky than me, I have someone to be love, although I don't know what he feel about me, but I don't care, I just like him, and he is single anyway, so I'm happy. I always cheerful to make event, Im happy about all my dreams. But everything changes, he marry with my close friend, I can't believe it can happen, he marry the only girl that I'm always talking about him, its so hurt me. Day after day passed, I lose all of my dreams, I did't know who I am I, I don't know where to go. I try to forget all, I start new day, Im a different person. But few day ago I just crying because break fasting invitation. I can move on from her and him, I don't love him/her anyway right now, but I can move on from 'hurt feeling', I never met anyone who hurt me like this feel before. I hope my life still goes on without them.