Everyone said they will be happy when they can be being me, everyone said i'm always happy. I know they said that, when they are unhappy or maybe having some problems. For some people they forget that i'm human too, i have a little and big problem too. Maybe i'm rarely share my problem in public, i never show my real sadness. If you're one of my close friend you will know that i have a lot of problem too, you will know everynight i'm crying sometimes. But when i realized there are some people start comparing their life with me, moreover wanna being like me, i feel happy. Why? It's mean my life is not totally sad, if they can skip "the sadness part" of me, why i can't?